The title of this post not only reflects the weather, but my state of mind too.
Perhaps it’s because of the weather that I’m feeling better? I don’t have S.easonal A.ffective D.isorder do I?
Anyway…I have seen a few things about myself. I pretend I’m committed to my family, but actually I’m annoyed with some members. Impact on me is that I’m upset, and I’m nice…and I don’t say what I really think like “stop the nonsense and sort it out like adults” – I’m afraid of world war three erupting. It’s killer on me. I just get irritated, don’t listen and end up taking it out on others.
I’m creating being peaceful and generous.
Also, going back to school was kinda hard – only a few weeks to exams and I’m getting boys inspired. Well I really felt that my year 11 get how much I’m standing for them doing well in their GCSEs. Behind all the macho bluster a lot of it is a call for attention or help.
It’s not always easy to avoid cynicism.
Teenage boys…
J.
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