Sometimes the right title for a post in the form of a song title just hits ya.
As was the case with this one.
I’ve felt, over the past month, like I’ve been stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Maybe it’s because of being in a [Landmark] seminar which stirs up where I’m being a selfish idiot…nice thing to deal with…sigh…
I mean part of me knows I’m being horrible, but actually confronting and dealing with it is a whole new thing. I think other people go through the same stuff as me, but I had been feeling as if everyone was out to get me.
Sorry for the over-indulgent, self-pitying tone of this post, but that’s just where I am right now.
Not that having my own blog for people to read isn’t self-indulgent at all… ;-p
There are close friends and family who’ve been on the receiving end of me recently. Shutting people out, and pretending it’s ok, and generally lying is not a great way to be. It’s cost me relationships. I’m glad they’ve given me an opportunity to prove myself and turn it around.
Long may it continue…
Peace Out (right?)
J.
James D'Souza 