Man.
I know I have patience…being a teacher brings that out in me.
But I’m beginning to think I am a nightmare in a relationship because I
don’t want the ordinary…I am creating the extraordinary…
…and I’m just a guy…
One reason I haven’t posted in the past few days is that I’ve moved into a
flat with my fiancee. It’s amazing, inspiring, wonderful, and
life-affirming…
…it’s also the toughest most intense thing I’ve done…(and I’ve done
some tough intense things)…or maybe that’s just how I’m relating to it…
Whatever…creating a home together is a particularly challenging
thing…everyone seems to have their opinion on how to do it best-to the
extent that simple sharing of ideas becomes interfering.
It’s within all this that how I am in my relationship (and in my life I
suppose) surfaces.
There’s nothing quite like participating at Landmark to bring all this up.
It feels like being stuck between a rock and a hard place…and I want to
hide, give up, cry, shy away and scream with frustration.
Not too dramatic then!
Who knows what will happen?
J.
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